The evangelina of pain

Contrary to what most people believe, pain doesn't leave.

It just stays there.

And like it or not, you just get used to living with it.

I haven't felt pain. Not the pain of loss no. Not the pain of failure no. But every time,  I have felt the pain of not succeeding. When you want something, when you desire, some good things happen, some not so good. The good things are that you grow fiery, you push harder, you live better. The bad thing is, every time you invest something somewhere you stand the chance to hurt yourself. And a few losses, can then put you down real bad. It takes their toll on you, trying to invest here and there. And so, at some point you stop dreaming. You just stop. And it just isn't the same anymore.